诗曰指代

 

 

在戛纳60年的特别纪念电影——《每个人都有他自己的电影Chacun son cinéma》——中，35位大师每人3分钟。我个人的评价是，北野武太棒了。

我喜欢这个关于电影的“美好即是那些我们未曾刻意矫揉制造出来的时间的谜语”的信手阐述，又长久，又轻松，又深刻，又自嘲。

这是我最喜欢的调子。我越来越觉得轻盈是这个世界上最宝贵的品质之一。我必须表示一下我的敬仰。

一直以来对于“类型片”的分类方法都不甚了了。尤其对于嘎纳这个地方最明显。因为在这里有时候伦理片可以很文艺，文艺片可以很悬疑，悬疑片可以很伦理，伦理片还可以很惊悚。至于说有人觉得惊悚片可以很色情，当然，谁还没点爱好啥的？！

对于大卫芬奇攒了4年攒出来的电影，我觉得还是很不错的。有些人越攒越闹，有些人越攒越闷。

就像电影中笔迹学老头说的，时间过去，人的性格习惯都会产生变化。到底笔锋朝哪边拐，Who knows?

大卫芬奇的片子从以前的《七宗罪》、《搏击俱乐部》到现在的《Zodiac》，越来越闷了，越来越不高举意见和表达的旗帜了。也许传说中的境界高了就是这样吧，不过有时候我觉得往往老JB越没意见的时候就是意见越鲜明的表示。作为一个德高望重的老JB，总得说点毛头小伙子不安静坐在板凳上就不能揣摩其一二的话才成吧。

冷静沉稳却节奏紧凑，其实我也没觉得像好多人说得太闷。

凶案开始的时候是凶案，后来渐渐少了。大卫芬奇抽身出来。漫画工作者被踢了出来，走上了电影情节发展这条闭经之路。

很多人认为要看这片子，得了解关于美国加州60年代那个悬疑未解的案子。我倒觉得，案情可以放在一边。或者说，忘掉它吧。

诚然，人的生命是短暂的。穷尽生命的热情去寻找一个真相的，我们见到的，都是疯子。没见过的，得是佛祖吧？

而这个真相，它无解。无解真是个完美得毫无破绽的真相。毫无疑问，大卫芬奇犀利老辣得直指人心。如同男主角在不得不在家庭和寻找中选择的时候，媳妇轻声的质问，那是丫最后回头的机会。可丫说：“我就是想知道真相，我必须知道真相，我想找到那个人，看一眼他的眼睛。”不要问我看一眼凶手的眼睛有什么意义，人生短暂，热情很有限。除了那些被我们熟知的各种欲望引导的生活以外，可能总有些人，遁入无尽的寻找和失望之中，不得其果。无奈、绝望、茫然无措如同一个黑洞，如果这样比喻合适的话。

他们本来或许不是这样的。但是你怎么知道上帝在每个人身上种了什么样因果的种子？他们开始的时候面对生活，后来面对绝望。这样执着的人都有、必须有信念的维持，如同片中所言，他坚信正义终将揭示和战胜邪恶。内个侦探也是。最后漫画家找到他，告诉他那仅仅可能是的真相，他依然毫不犹豫。

而他之前的侦探拍档，选择了退出。这是个无可厚非的选择。没错，我们都有家庭都有正常的生活，偶然飞到窗台的尘埃，或许看见了世界。有些总是忘不了我不过是颗尘埃，始终是要落下的，落在地板上，才是真实的。而那些坚持要看见太阳的，虽然总是那么少，但人生漫漫，我们多少总是也见过的。他们是失控的尘埃，没人知道落点。这是一出悲剧，但哪一出又不是悲剧？

于是，通过影像，大卫芬奇要说的，和凶杀无关。这就是一个我们每个人都曾经历而且亲身经历的事件背后，大背景下每个人的选择。答案是没有的，每个人笃定都是失败的。而这失败中又全是人性的迷乱执拗。不可取的是以为曾经炫目的凶案大师面对一个连环杀人的故事，便诉求其给予我们一个精湛刺激的推理过程，以及，肤浅的真相。因为作为一个值得尊敬的老JB，沉默已久的大卫已经用精准的语言和冷静的声音告诉了我们一个真相——面对这一切，就是一种勇气；然后寻找，就可以无论结局了。虽然只有悲，但不见伤。

这令我想起同样是侦探推理的一本书劳伦斯•布洛克的《恶魔预知死亡》。因为其平淡，也不被大众看好。而我却觉得这是他最好的一本。里面有个小细节，一个女人面对癌症选择自杀，直至最终放弃，选择面对自然的生命待遇。如此种种的直面，都是犀利和淋漓的。还有一句“如果你有负于我们这些逝去的人，我们将不得安眠。那我们这些将要逝去的人，在夜半无人私语时可有人抚慰你那沧桑的心田？”

可以说，在《Zodiac》中的漫画家，被阴暗的凶案激励，梦想找到阳光，坚持得久了，这种人必受种种质疑和否定。可是面对生命中那些无法回避的伤害和否定，你又怎么作你出亘古不变的选择？

大卫芬奇又是诚恳的。那些终将无法破解谜团最终不会改变，即使你能无比接近真相。如同主角最终找到的那个疑凶，长久地对视着他的双眼。已无表情。这，已经不重要了。无论是后来DNA的不契合还是20年后受害人一眼指认出凶手的照片的尴尬。

可是这又有什么关系呢？造化钟神秀。我想知道的，不过是一个真相而已。

 

商标符号

　　在中国，商标上的TM也有其特殊含义，其实TM标志并非对商标起到保护作用，它与R不同，TM表示的是该商标已经向国家商标局提出申请，并且国家商标 局也已经下发了《受理通知书》，进入了异议期，这样就可以防止其他人提出重复申请，也表示现有商标持有人有优先使用权。用TM则是商标符号的意思，即标注TM的文字、图形或符号是商标，但不一定已经注册（未经注册的不受法律保护）。TM是英文trademark的缩写。常用上标符号™表示。

 

     最近好奇，常见网上有人用“奥德修斯™”，“纯爷们™”，“勇敢的骡子™”，“LV™”之类的ID。本来我就臆断了一下，以为“XX他母亲”的表达方式。进而推论，一定是“XX”得罪谁，被叫了家长。然而查查发言什么的，也没见到什么家训。赶紧危机百克了一下，才找到了上面的答案。靠，这事儿闹得，不说我还以为是骂人脏话呢。

 

      最近扯淡比较多，最典型的就是昨晚珠海老段来访。闹得我这个点钟坐在桌前依然炯炯不已。作息时间啊，玛德我又变地球内边了。然后开始翻出陈年旧帖开始回复装新鲜出炉，打开开心网摸一下这个杵一下内个。人，竟然可以无聊成这样。

 

      看见个文章说中学时候有个老师上课不叫名字直接点学号提问，搞得人心惶惶一听数字就敏感。作者感慨道时至今日方觉自己的命运不过就是个数字而已。

 

      其实数字哪有那么大脸，撑得起指示代替的功能？哪怕是咱的名字怕也代替不了自己个儿。更别说我不大相信百年以后我的骨灰能在罐儿里自己排列组合出“指代”俩字儿供人辨认曾有我这么个生物了，那么这些名词儿是干嘛使的呢？

 

      我估么着最初是降低沟通成本用的。人类在发明出语言的顺序上一定是先发明了名词，因为古人生活压力比咱大，指不定内天就挂了。所以作为一个实用主义者的人生，说的第一句话必须不是“人民生活水平的显著提高”，“面临新的机遇和挑战”等等。而应该是“猪头肉”，“JJ”，“菊花”之类。我怀疑人类说出的第一句话就是一饿得几欲昏倒的斯文书生（当然内会没有书，但大家都认为他们就是内种文化人）路过人家洞口闻见烤全羊味儿站在人饭桌旁篝火前伸着手指着羊憋了半天咿咿呀呀终于吼出了个“腿儿！”。

 

      这平地惊雷一般的声音天籁般飞上高空，然后有个叫斯坦利·库布里克的人应声曰：“您这一声引起了广泛的社会关注不可否认围绕这个有争议性的话题人们展开了持久而热烈的讨论随着人民生活水平的显著提高导致了复杂的社会现象面临了许多新的机遇和挑战.....” 就到了我们活着的今天。

 

      可今天词语的发明和运用已经大大超出了当年那个饥饿文人的预估。说回名字这个事儿，其实名字和命运没什么鸟关系，当然算卦的不这么说。我觉得明天一觉醒来爹妈和同事还有姑娘们以及身份证管我叫“指代”网上大家称呼我为“李三儿”也没什么不妥的。我在乎的其实是形容词罢了。比如街上有个人叫我李三儿我就回头但叫我傻逼李三儿我就得转身抽丫就是这个道理。但是当李三儿真的活成一个傻逼，把“傻逼李三儿”活成一个完整的名词之后有人叫我傻逼李三儿可能我也仅仅是回头而已，甚至可以对丫知己般地淫笑一下。所以这世界之所以操蛋，都是形容词闹的啊。

 

      更不必说内些伟大的名字，内些名字的命运更加悲惨。读那些为伟人们立的碑和树的传的时候我常常有种参与鞭尸的罪恶感不知从何而来。有时候我会天真的想：科学家爱因斯坦和鸡奸者爱因斯坦，其实是一个意思吧？

《Flowers in December》

Before I let you down again

I just want to see you in your eyes

I wouldnt have taken every thing,

out on you

I only thought, you could, understand

They say every man goes blind in his heart,

And they say everybody steals somebodys heart away

And I got nothing more to say about it

Nothing more (to you) or me

Send me your flowers, of your december

Send me your dreams,of your( can dlelly wine)

I got just one thing I cant give you

Just one more thing of mine

They say everyman goes blind in his heart

And they say everybody steals somebodys heart away

And Ive been wondering why you let me down

And Ive been taking it all forgranted

 

A. 最近，我的脑子里有四个人在吵架；三个人在欢快地大笑；两个人一直在叽叽喳喳交头接耳；还有一个在冷眼旁观。据说我抑郁了，看，都幻听了。

B. 最近在读童话，《意大利童话》。没看几篇儿呢，最吸引我的还是第一篇。“无畏的小乔万尼有了那些金币成了富人，他幸福快乐地住在那幢楼里。直到有一天，他一转身，看见了自己的影子，被吓死了。”

C. 前两天一事儿逼哥们跟姑娘分手，跟我说他如今想找个踏实稳定的。我说别操你大爷了，狗能改得了吃屎莫？人这辈子，一旦骚了，就万骚不复了。

D. 上周半夜末皇马对巴萨，我和一高中时代的哥们找了个水疗中心观赛。皇马稀里哗啦输了个2:6。面对内些陌生的面孔，我们想到更多的是齐达内、菲戈、卡洛斯时代的内个银色战舰。这真是一件糟心的事儿，所以，我打算以后不和认识十年以上的人看球了。

E. 昨天五四，发了两张电影票，我翻了翻最近上映，发现实在没什么想看的（重音在“实在”俩字）。一个哥们说：我们的娱乐生活还是太少了，所以我才常去东莞。虽然我没去东莞，但每到半夜也不太想看电影；或者我想把床头抽屉里的半盒避孕套用完？也是啊，钱买的，扔掉多可惜。

F. 本来我想扯到G点再结束的，算了，看来我今天是挺到不到G点了。

半夜睡不着，打开手机用新功能折腾着把《赤壁》看完了。

马拉戈壁啊，太娱乐了。几年前看过吴宇森的访谈，他当年就说要把《赤壁》拍成一个青春励志片。

这个世界上有很多事儿是很崩溃的，比如傻逼实现了傻逼的诺言。

看罢全剧，早就对影片里的历史事件没什么兴趣了。同样愚昧的安德鲁·萨尔瓦，还信誓旦旦写影评说中国人民的中产品味，殊不知，中国人民早都不关心这电影的内容、历史、人物等等了。

约翰吴，对历史略懂是搞不出历史剧，志大才疏就算了；但是对于仅仅是略懂同志片的我们看这片子，也别弄得这么重口味啊。

除了恨不得脱了裤子虎躯一震菊花一紧的诸葛亮和周瑜，说起来我最喜欢张震扮演的孙权，丫四处大喊大叫的台湾腔总是看起来矮人半截似的，太搞了。

还有那最感动我的一幕：小乔阔别江东父老，留下书信与郎君说俺一定苟且着回来。然后阔别深爱的祖国和人民，雄赳赳，气昂昂，跨江找操。见到了当年没有搞过的爷们晓之以理曰：“我是为了天下的百姓。”然后（假意？）拔剑自刎。操果然是操，蛋腚地一把拦住，鉴定了俩字曰：“别闹。”简直是无比糟心的一对恋爱中的男女。

一觉醒来，窗外还是黑的。

窗外马路边的木棉开了，红得可爱。南方的春天不晴不雨。偶尔也可以找到喜欢这里的原因。我想我到底喜欢哪呢？

转眼已经3月中了，如白驹BiuBiu过隙。

刚梦见50年也不是很长。数一数也就一会儿的功夫。

我们还有50年可活吗？其实我也不是文艺腔装逼犯。

辰时 君子勿劳，朝食饱。

可是我还得去体检。一周两天没吃早饭会不会得病啊？我关心的是能算工伤莫？

老超你在日本终于有眉目了，这令我高兴不已。有些人有些事儿就是顺些，有些人有些事儿就是蹉跎些，大可不必太放在心上。好吧哥们要鼓励你一句：是金子迟早会花光的！好朋友则不必天天相见，偶尔打听个消息，听听彼此的成长，就够了。

不过我还是决定有空去一趟日本，蹭吃蹭喝都是我的特长之一。

所以，玛德，我们还是要好好混。

明天去河南，到郑州。

如果这个世界上有个人生烈士的称号，老侯一定能得到。作为一个一直奋战在与时光假装的认真对抗的前线的老战士，他当之无愧。
不过我还是很喜欢他能把洋葱剖得越来越不刺眼。
我想刺眼的洋葱也许有意思，但要是剖得不碍眼，就会更有意思。毕竟法国洋葱和俺村后院长出来的，味儿不能一样。
老侯对光线的敏感迷恋就像他套在镜头上的美女的丝袜一样。至于他是怎么发现这个绝招的起因则始终是个迷。
电影是战后巴黎的若干片段。片段对于记忆是靠谱的，而对于50年代的优雅与诗情生活，外人是难以融入的。影片中诸多巴黎的街景，阳光，塞纳河，地铁站，优雅的落叶以及回旋的楼梯。我能隐隐感到有一些，却莫可名状。但没有关系，你的洋葱我吃不着，我吃的你也没见过，但人类之所以伟大就在于简化了其成员间的沟通成本。迎风流泪这事儿大家都干得出来。那么，就够了不是么。
我很乐意地看着侯大导演站在马路对面，时而芳草萋萋，时而挽歌离离，时而天晴，时而下雨。我也终于搞明白，咱也不必过到马路那边儿去。
如《正片》的保守评价，这是部次要但感人的作品。对于巴黎这个无比上镜的城市，侯孝贤一定high得乐不思蜀。
侯孝贤用这部电影向Albert Lamorisse致敬。可这部影片，比被致敬的精彩多了。

1。深圳的秋天在11月，来得姗姗。

2。我终于学会了为亲人的快乐而由衷地感到骄傲。这真让我自豪。

3。Nancy说：你报考LSE吧。
我想，我会试试看的。

4。Heather说：我现在的总结就是，要想俩人能长久～
                 ……你反正是很难呐！
乐得我呀~厚厚厚厚

5。段导，俺会尽早打扫寒舍。何朝风日好，或恐你丫来！

6。Yaqi，我要是只有一块钱，也一定分你一半儿。谁让我是你亲人呢！

7。秋天真是个励志的美丽季节。猎猎秋风中我又鼓舞了一肚子歪念。

8。我打算明天开始带上相机出门，拍照片，拍333张和橙色有关的照片。

9。我很想念你们，我的朋友。

10。鉴于天气真美好。我打算学者娘们儿的样子许个愿：你好，我好，大家好才是真的好！

今早出门，刚拐出小区，就看见一个长得酷似顾长卫的民工，吓了我一跳。

转念，我就有种想要走上前去的冲动。像马尔克斯遇见海明威那样说一声：“嗨，大师！”

The passing time has not been forgot,
cause the people who understanding been far away.

im set here, waiting for another sunset.

今天是你的生日。发个奖给自己吧，老麦。

Images show Xi Zhou, ZhenXing Yang, both 25
Nico Hines

Xi Zhou and Zhen Xing Yang, both 25, were found in their flat in the West End of the city on Saturday. They had both sustained prolonged and vicious attacks with a knife and a second bladed weapon.

Police have admitted that they are finding it very difficult to piece together events leading up to the double murder. The language barrier has hampered Northumbria police's communication with Newcastle’s Chinese community and officers say they are no nearer to finding a motive for the killings.

The CCTV images show Ms Zhou, known as Cici, leaving the restaurant where she worked as a waitress in Eldon Square, Newcastle at around 3.47pm last Thursday. She then caught a bus and was last captured on camera a few yards from her home as she turned into Croydon Road.

Staff at Wagamama’s noodle restaurant were very surprised when the ever-reliable Ms Zhou did not arrive for her shift on the following day.

On Saturday, a group of friends entered the couple’s flat through an open window to discover Ms Zhou’s badly cut body. In a second room police officers soon found that her boyfriend had also been murdered.

A post-mortem examination of Mr Yang’s body suggested that he may have been subjected to an hour-long ordeal before the final fatal blows were inflicted on him.

Yesterday police announced that a post mortem would also be carried out on the couple’s black and white cat who was found dead in the bathroom.

The body of the pet was found in a washing up bowl filled with water. A towel and pair of gloves lay nearby and police want to ascertain how the animal died. Officers hope that the cat may have struggled and scratched the attacker or attackers and may have vital DNA clues on its claws.

Northumbria police said today that they were investigating possible links with a man they arrested this morning for violent burglary, but they do not anticipate finding a direct link.

“He was not arrested in connection with the murder investigation,” said Detective Superintendent Steve Wade.

“Officers from the Major Investigation team are looking into the circumstances of that burglary and his arrest. At this stage there is no evidence to link it to the murder, but you never say never in this business.”

Mr Wade admitted today that police were struggling to make headway in their investigation. “We’re a bit short of information,” he said.

Details of Mr Yang's background was particularly hard to come by according to the police. Officers said they were finding it difficult to communicate with Mandarin speakers in the Newcastle area and that would now take a more proactive approach in reaching out to the Chinese community.

The local police have asked London’s Metropolitan Police to send a Mandarin-speaking officer to the area to help.

Mr Wade said he had only recently learnt of a website about the murders, which was set up by a Mandarin-speaking student and had already received more than50,000 hits. He will now consider doing a live web-chat with Chinese students, with his questions and answers being translated via an interpreter.

Computers and several mobile phones were taken from the crime scene for analysis. DNA samples now have been sent away to a specialist laboratory at Wetherby, West Yorkshire.

The families of the dead couple, who live thousands of miles apart in China, may yet come to the UK to liaise with police about the investigation and repatriating the bodies.

Police want to trace Mr Yang’s best friend Fan Zhang, who is a post-graduate at Newcastle University studying economics, to help build up a picture of the victim’s life.

He lives in Newcastle’s East End, but officers had not managed to speak to him.

“We don’t think there is anything sinister in that,” Mr Wade said. “It would be nice to speak to him, simply to piece together some of the deceased’s last movements.”

很多人来过这个城市，我也曾在那个学校上课，但我不记得见过他们。那个时候可能已经不像是世纪初，你随便到达英国的一个城市，便有可能认识所有说华语的人。

很多人来过这个城市，有的人留下了生命。

全文如下：

China bans child singer with crooked teeth from singing at opening ceremony
Jane Macartney and Ashling O'Connor in Beijing

The cute little girl whose sweet-voiced rendition of one of China’s favourite revolutionary anthems started off the Olympic opening ceremony performance may not have been all that she seemed. Little Lin Miaoke, it has been revealed, was only lip-synching.

Officials have now admitted that the voice that rang out through the vast Bird’s Nest stadium was really that of seven-year-old Yang Peiyi, who may have had the voice of an angel but whose crooked teeth made her unsuitable for the opening ceremony's top spot.

The revelation has stirred up an online furore in China’s Internet chat rooms and on comment pages.

Many are not amused to learn that the nine-year-old whose coy smile and pigtails won the hearts of the world during Friday night’s opening extravaganza was chosen more for her cuteness than her talent.

The English-language China Daily announced today that little Miss Lin was well on her way to becoming a star. The Internet has been littered with pictures of the little girl going back to school after her stirring performance that had millions singing along to “Ode to the Motherland” -- a paean to the revolution -- in homes across China. The newspaper said: “The 9-year-old songbird said she was thrilled to be part of Friday’s performance, mostly‘because I felt so beautiful in my red dress.' ”

But the songbird looked better, it seems, than she sounded while little Yang Peiyi, unfortunately for her own ambitions, sounded better than she looked

Chen Qigang, music director for the ceremony said in an online article:“ Little Yang Peiyi’s failure to be selected was mainly because of her appearance, because we were concerned with the interests of the nation.”

It appeared that while the seven-year-old child's voice could not be faulted, her crooked teeth were not deemed suitable for a ceremony required to show a flawless China.

Mr Chen’s explanation drew furious comments online. One said: “What does it mean to say you are worried about image? Seven year old girls are all little angels. Why say this. It’s really ridiculous.”

Others were less polite. “That’s bullshit. Any little boy or girl who is not so good looking and sees such an explanation will sob their heart out.”

It was not the only moment when the ceremony diverged from reality. Gao Xiaolong, head of the visual effects team, said the opening fireworks were computer graphics of the “footprints of fire” inserted into coverage since the actual fireworks were too difficult to film. It took almost a year to create the 55-second sequence. Actual fireworks exploded but officials said it was logistically impossible to film them by helicopter. Hence the decision to engage in digital fakery.

In a further twist, Chinese Olympic organisers today admitted to deploying "cheer squads" to create atmosphere and disguise blocks of empty seats in the sports venues.

The legions of spectators wearing matching yellow t-shirts and banging together oversized inflatable batons have been highly visible at the first sold-out Games. But Wang Wei, vice-president of the Beijing Olympic Organising Committee (Bocog) revealed they were volunteers shipped in to“ create a good atmosphere” by cheering for both sides at team events.

Sitting in seats not taken up by sponsors, Olympic officials and spectators arriving later as sessions get more interesting, they are being used to cover up the embarrassment of having empty rows at events that are supposed to be full. “If people turn up they will let them take their seats,” Mr Wang said.

 

打开电视，正好是央视的《大家》，客座是韩美林。

嘻笑怒骂，意见很多。撇开福娃设计不谈，韩美林是个可爱的人，我感觉。

另：上一篇博客说了奥运，也不知是不是要被和谐。blogbus致歉的说明录在下面，是个说明。这种事，算我惮以最坏的恶意揣测人。若夫，也是你的磊落事一桩。

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北京奥运会将统一赛场文明加油手势

这事让人难受极了。把快乐和有意思变成无聊和弱智始终是一些人毕生追求的目标。如果有年度最无聊评比，他们都应改被提名。